December 2, 2008.

November went by fast. A little too fast. But I actually had a pretty good month. So it's all right.
I am kind of sad though. The holidays are always weird for me. Like I didn't have a Thanksgiving dinner. While everyone was eating turkey and stuffing I was sitting at home eating fries covered in malt vinegar. My mom did make a turkey the other day though. I just haven't gotten around to eating it yet.
But Christmas is what makes me sad most of all. It's supposed to be about family and friends. But it's not for me. I don't get to decorate the christmas tree. We don't even put one up. I don't get to put lights outside all over the house, but thats because we're in an apartment. But we still wouldn't even if we were in a regular house. My presents aren't wrapped up. Instead I just get them whenever. And no family of mine comes to visit. It's just my parents and me alone. Actually most of the time we're all seperated for the holidays.
There's not much I can do about it at the moment. And I guess I'm just going to have to get over it.
I just hope I can drive and look at christmas lights with friends.