November 8, 2008.

So I'm not posting everyday anymore. But my life really isn't that entertaining everyday so it's all right.
I realized something. I get severe anxiety whenever I have a concert. The whole night before I can not sleep. And I have severe hurtburn all that morning. And now the whole getting there 5+ hours earlier is turning into a regular occurence. Just to make sure I'm first in line. I think I'm going crazy.
Luckily I also have a new tradition of picking one band to bake brownies for. This time it happens to be A Rocket To The Moon and they also happen to be getting cookies too. I spent two hours making all of it. Then just cleaned the rest of the night. But I didn't clean my room. I need to do that eventually...
I'm leaving in about an hour for the concert. And my anxiety is through the roof. It doesn't help that I haven't eaten in the past two days. But food just isn't good to me anymore, it isn't worth it. Whenever I eat I feel nauseous after.
I guess I better go finish getting ready. I don't even want to go anymore, that's how bad my anxiety is. But I already have the ticket and can't back out.