My foot's doing a lot better today, as long as I don't walk on it. But the medicine I'm taking makes me feel so drowsy and so nauseous.
Because of this though I've realized I'm good at hiding things. Especially feelings as of lately. I hid how much pain I was in the whole time with my foot bothering me. I continued walking on it as if nothing was wrong with it.
And I never speak my mind about a lot of things. I just let them pass by. Even if I have a problem with something someone does or says. I always watch what I say so I don't insult someone or make myself look stupid. But yet I don't care, what anyone thinks or says. So why do I do this?
The only time I really act myself and just let it all out is at a concert. I need to feel that comfortable around other people in other situations. If I can do it in a room full of complete strangers why can't I do it in front of one or two of my closest friends.
Also I realised I love cynics and witty people. They're always very amusing.
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It's awesome that your foot is getting better. now you have an excuse for not walking, I'm jealous. But not so jealous of the side effects of medication. but hey, when you're on medication you can do silly things and people are just like "yeah, its just the medication"
I get what you mean about not saying things so you dont insult people. It's easier to speak your mind to strangers because you know you probably wont have to deal with it again. You know what would be fun? going up to some random and telling them a secret lol
haha gotta love cynics and witty people.
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